it’s quite a while the whole universe seem to be trying to bring me down
I’ve been trying so hard to carry on
got no more cards to play
forced to give up now
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Nov
2009
2009
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27
Sep
2009
2009
A friend was telling me sometime ago “you’re fate goes with you wherever you go” , now I am dead sure she was right…
Dictators always point to another system as their enemy that is the reason of all problems and lacks and shortages. they try to convince you, if that enemy didn’t exist or they defeat it, world would be paradise. well we all know the truth is, if they don’t make up that enemy, they can’t survive and this is their trick and their key to keep ruling.
I know this pretty well cause I was born and lived for so many years under power of such government. I came to live in west cause I was fed up with dictatorship, I left my home, my dignity, my famliy and friends ,… to gain freedom. Sounds rediculous to pay such a big price to get something which is simply your own right and many people have it for free since they are born…
and now after all … I was told in that hell meeting, I have to say “yes Sir” to him, even if he is saying bullshit. and he blamed all the faults and problems he made, on me. He claimed it was me who made all the troubles and if I didn’t do so everything would have gone perfect ! … Well, thanks God that I was there for him , like the US and West for Islamic Republic of Iran.
Yeah, no matter where you are, in West (land of democracy) or in the Third World, your fate will follow you wherever you go. you are condemned to be ruled by dictators.
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26
Sep
2009
2009
it’s already 2 pm and I’m still in bed. Don’t wanna start the day … in this city you always long for a bit of sunlight, but today I’m struggling to block it by my dark red curtains. the efforts seems in vain as it’s too sunny, I guess I have never seen this gray city this much sunny before ! maybe because I don’t want it to be light today, or maybe because they changed the wedding venu from outdoor to indoor as London’s sky is never trustworthy… whosever fault it is , I don’t want this light now.
I just finished the last novel and got no more books to read. gotto get me out of bed an get something to eat. He brought a friend in, their speaking sounds goes on my nerves , what’s wrong with me ? I used to love hearing this language !
offered them a box of After Eight , and he got delighted, got back to my room hoping he saw it in my eyes “eat this shit with your dude and shut the fuck up ! “ no he is too dull to get it, hope they won’t empty the box as it’s already happening to my coffee and cooking spices…
but in the end I’m glad he came and made all the noise ! well he made me get out of my bed and forget about all the miseries that had come to me this morning, and then made me think : he never bring girls home, he is dull and nice at the same time, he don’t get “it”, …. is he Gay ? …?
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22
Sep
2009
2009
You know what I’ve been going through lately, and you sure noticed it all ended up to me being a Misanthrope… so honey stop making attempts tonight cause I truly believe “Sex is a team work”.
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